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Thursday, June 25, 2009
Am i spoilt ? , am i honestly ? , i dont know .. but whenever people say it , i feel like they dont even know half of my world , how could they judge me ? Just because i go shopping and i get most things i like, doesnt mean that I can do wahtever , chuck my clothes around , do whatever i want. how could they call me spoilt ? when .. all i really want is my life back on track , & nothing on my shoulders , and all i have to care about is nothing . not anyone else , not anything else , but me . But i take care of so many things that i've done, those mistakes I tried to solve . they still call me spoilt .. , " omgosh helen , but seriously , you are spoilt ." I almost cried on the way home, thinking that people know me, but honestly , they're not even close . I dont tell them anything bad , i always tell them the good stuff in my life , maybe thats why they think im spoilt ? but , arent you suppose to only say something thats good anyway ? , good news is always better than bad , & if i did say all the bad stuff in my life , It'll run out and then they'll probably think I'm so up with my self , and just because i know they dont have what i have , doesnt me she doesnt hav what i want . she has so many things but , she thinks her life is "such a disaster" just because its not the life she wants . I don't want this life , but its life , its not suppose to be expected . nothing is . but she just keeps saying my life is like hell , omgosh you cant replace me for one second i take care of the house and all that crap . well guess what , at least your problems arent as worse as mine , just because you have more , doesnt mean they're sooo effective . it's just cos, i cover up so well , with my laughs and makeup , they think my life is always rainbows and butterflies . well guess what ? it's not . page 4, my breaking fairytale |
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