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Tuesday, June 22, 2010
you know what i just realised? LOLS , the fact i forgot how it felt to be loved and stuff. PFFT , more like i havent dated. one week, of dating a guy, thats great . ONE WEEK . LOLS , thats pretty much nothing. Sigh, such a stupid thing . I can't believe I whinge, i mean.. well , PFT , I had pretty much never been loved by the guy I loved . :L , thats greaaaat . >=[ ! SIGH , doesntt matter no more ayyyye :) oh welp . lalallalallalals . Monday, June 21, 2010 My whole world feels like it's all falling apart. I feel like, I can't breathe. My nose is blocked, my eyes are clogged, my breath keeps screaming it all out even when I try. I can't stand it. Being here. I wish someone could swop places with me.. actually, If i could swop places with ANYONE. I can't stand living here.. I want my own life.. by myself, with my own rules, my own decisions, my own fucking problems. fucking hell. I've been facing all this pain by myself, I really want to share it with someone.. I need someone to help me, LOL , im so selfishh .. wanting someone to have a bit of my pain. I can't do it anymore.. I was always a dependent girl, but I use to think when it comes to the hard stuff I'm independent. Then I realised.. guess not.. I can't do it without anyone.. no wonder. I hate my life, it's so stupid.. pointless.. I feel like shit all the time, & .. who fucking cares.. what kinda person writes about themselves on blogspot. how fucking up with myself am I . Sigh, whatever, sorry people to readthis stupid shit. |
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