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Wednesday, June 22, 2016
Dear Helen, This is for you to read later one day when you're probably much older. I'm just going to write about me and what I want future me to be doing so maybe later in time you will read back and be on track or even better. First of all I want you to live your life, I know this may be hard but please do it so it's worth letting go some people that have been in your life that has just loved you so much. But I am constantly learning and right now I'm at the stage of learning to be selfish. It's hard since I'm such a selfless person but I know that there are times where I will need to be selfish. And right now I just broke somebody's heart and hurt them so much. I don't want that to ever happen again so please, try not to break another heart, especially your own. Secondly, I see myself being an optometrist or basically doing a good degree and opening a business by 30 so get a move on, you've got 10 years!! I want to invest in future me. I also have ditched hospitality in order to focus on my study life so I have good hours and am working as a tutor 7 days a week. Yes it's tiring especially with the lifestyle I have right now but to be honest, it's so worth it. I honestly love these children I teach and even though it's great responsibility but it's such a great satisfaction knowing that they learnt things from me. I feel so proud sometimes and I'm over the moon to be able to be apart of their journey: but I need to make sure I'm more confident in myself in making sure they do their best. I'm scared I'm going to lose track so Helen don't get distracted. Don't forget to be happy. There will be small bumps here and there and self doubts along with a hint of insecurities, but don't forget you're doing fine Helen. You're on track again and be proud. |
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