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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
I'm alone. dead set, alone, no one here by my side, AND IM NOT TALKING ABT A BOYFRIEND AND SHIT. like seriously. when i look in the mirror, i realise , i have no one to talk to , no one to share my pain with. but i know , that i do have people to talk to and stuff. but honestly when i think about it, why should i tell someone about it, not like they're gonner get it , not like they would know what to say. like honestly, it'll make the person on the other line awkward and speechless. what would they say? "don't worry , it'll be all okay." "its okay, you'll be fine :)" "you'll always have me ! so its all okay." honestly , they don't really matter , not sometimes. & if you were ever in my situation atm, well , you would understand it as well then. but then again.. i'm responsible of being alone .. i guess , when i think about it. it's because , i don't want to share with people. hahas , i'm so greedy >< ! sorry :L, hmm .. but then .. i want someone to know, without me telling them. LOLS , stupid isn't it, "how are you suppose to know if you don't say anything" blah blah , but .. i'm waiting for , for that someone to realise my pain behind my smile. to see everything behind me. to see the excruciation in my eyes & not just say, are you alright? i want them to do something without me saying anything . to fight for me no matter how much it looks like i hate him . to read my mind instead of my lips . just .. for him to understand . sigh , in my dreams :) , xx |
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