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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
i have to take one step at a time :), thats all i need to do, even when it seems like its impossible , that i'll never see anyone by my side, not picturing a life with love, not picturing a love with my life, it doesnt matter cos i know it'll come , i'm sure it will, and even if it does, as long as i know i've tried, that's all that matters to me, and i know maybe, after this i'm gonner start raging again about it being not fair, well , i should be atm , cos these days i've been thinking about it, about how it use to be, the feelings you have when your in love, well when you think you are, & jayne does too ! she like recently just told me :L "you know what i miss? those undead convos you'd have with a guy, and they'll make you smile even at the smallest things," sigh, it is true, i've missed them for a very long time, but what sucks the most , is when I DO get them, but, not in the same way it use to feel, it doesn't mean anything nowadays, and im so much more.. cautious, & picky, even when i feel that way, when i think its love, i don't risk take anymore, just incase .. because im so scared i'll land on regrets again, and jst end up in tears, so, before i take a turn, i look where i'm about to go :), xx everytime i try, |
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