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Sunday, January 24, 2010
what if .. things happen , differently . like .. im trying to run away and then come back .. am i suppose to kepp doing it .. sigh .. im so hippacritical , sighh .. nvm , i can't make up my mind like this all the time.. like , sighh .. if i regret , i regret either way , i can't .. take it anymore .. hiding it and all .. but , then , i forget the people in my past . when they come back, things change . & i have a feeling .. to just .. restrict myself for now . cos later on .. it'll mean more , or i'll regret then .. sighh , i dont know , to trust myself on this one ? or like all the time , do the opposite cos i'm always wrong . >< . shiit . akldlkajlkdj whatever , i wont die either way , maybe inside .. but , arent i use to it , :) healing myself .. from the brokenhearted , like .. it seems like i hav a broken heart everyday or recently . yet , my relationships long gone , but .. some other relationships , mean more than them .. like friendship . the way , how close you can get , just by being friends .. i .. sigh , i'm just going to .. see what happens , i'll end up deciding without realising , wouldnt i ? :L xx |
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