|
Friday, January 8, 2010
i don't get myself anymore, my descisions are so .. random . i use to set myself for one goal .. it WAS having a boyfriend . but, i dont really mind anymore. i have more to worry about in my life, & i have heaps of time :) - - - - anyways , FUCK , have you ever made so much effort in doing something. & in the end of the day, it's not been used or something, like you try so hard in doing something, and its like .. fail . no one cares . fdklgsdflkgjlkdfj FUCKING HELL . its like , A WASTE of your time , == EVERYDAY you put effort into , was all a waste. every tear you cried, every time you tried, every knot you tied, all the lies you spread, all the "i'll be fine"'s you've said, & in the end , it might've been all a waste, because they found something better, so just smile & pretend . - - - - - why am i always the one people underestimate. i have self control you know ! and i am VERY mature , thankyou very much . why don't they think i can control myself ? i don't follow people , just cos i think it's cool . i dont't even follow people ! i do it if i think its alright or something . not with other peopls opinions and shit . what so now i sound bad now since its not peer pressure . well at least it WASNT peer pressure . == whatever i regret , i forget who cares . xx |
HELENBBY♥ " Everything has a reason," cbox the sites. shirley naida sarah jayne kai(music) ♥ June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 June 2010 September 2010 October 2010 April 2011 June 2011 July 2011 June 2016 imeem . 1 song Playing ♥ worlds apart by The Veronicas Designer : Chili. x o x o |