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Wednesday, January 6, 2010
it's so stupid . why do i care so much for someone else. she should depend on herself now. i swear to god, it's fucking annoying. i'm always there for her, so , when she needs someone to lean on , all the weights on me . shes not heavy , but when it becomes a daily routine, it gets tougher and tougher to put up with. it's not like i need someone to lean on, it's just i need her to freaking do some things right herself. she needs to learn how to fix things. not needing me alll the time. & sometimes, when i help her. SHES SOO STUPID AND SLOW , IT TAKES HER FOREVER TO UNDERSTAND . like FOREEEEEEEEEEEEVER . shes so fucking retarted . i try to teach her how to solve things, but she still thinks from her perspective that its the end of the world . fuck sake . get a fucking life , stop taking mine . everytime i have to help you. i care so much, that i forget what i need to do in MY life . now .. im off track, i forgot where i was .. what am i suppose to do .. fklgsdkgjfd;sgfj;k you say you neeeeeeed me . but then when i try , it doesnt matter anyway. because , remember ? how shes ignorant . she listens to her hown reasons , if its better reason than mine , i can't tell her what to do , and im not telling her to do something actually . i am , im telling her to actually DO something . for HER sake , for mine , do something great for once , geez , so tell me , if you REALLY needed me . what do i do , that you can't do yourself? what do i do, that you don't know what to do already? what do i even do , to make you do anything . do you even do anything when i tell you something ? whenever i do something for you, what do i get ? missing out on half my life ? gee , thanks , i really needed that . xx |
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