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Saturday, February 20, 2010
i dont understand anymore .. what do i want ? im so .. annoying . i can't decide . and why do i always think AFTER i do something .. == i'm such an idiot . i'm like fucking delayed . after a while im like , oh fuck . == but i can't do anything about it cos its like PAST the moment . == sighh . gay gay gaaaaaaaaaaaay . don't worry about meeee . :L:L , fucking dumb kunt . when everything was a want .. i realised it was a need . i need the things i want .. yet .. it doesnt feel like i need it , butt .. when you don't have it .. thats when you realise .. you never wanted it .. you always needed it , but you never thought it would've mattered. blehh , so stupid . but .. i dont get it .. by it i mean , me . i realise things that was always undermynose. i just never saw it .. how could i have remembered there was something there .. something .. that never showed up .. until .. it did . it came back . but . what came back ? == making stupid thoughts. AHHAS . how stupid of me . omg , now i jst sound like a bimbo . i'm afraid of love . todayy .. i thought .. do i really like him .. if i do , why ? does he ? will it last ? has it ended before it evn started ? so many questions , with no answers , i know theres no answer book . but .. i need , a love , i can trust , without myself knowing , that he has all of me . he has .. my heart . he is my world . xx |
HELENBBY♥ " Everything has a reason," cbox the sites. shirley naida sarah jayne kai(music) ♥ June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 June 2010 September 2010 October 2010 April 2011 June 2011 July 2011 June 2016 imeem . 1 song Playing ♥ worlds apart by The Veronicas Designer : Chili. x o x o |