Friday, March 5, 2010

there’s always a little truth behind
every “just kidding”.
a little knowledge behind every “I don’t know”,
a little emotion behind every “I don’t care”,
and a little pain behind every “it’s okay”.


i want someone to be apart of my life ..
but im not pickky !!
i just want someone to fight for me ..
someone that can realise everytime i say i'm fine :)
to realise , it isnt ..
and for that someone to ..
do something ..

sighh .. they say its not that hard to find ..
but thats for them i guess ..
for me , its like finding a needle in a haystack ..
a pearl in the ocean ..
a shooting star in the sky ..
its so hard to find .
& when i do find it ..
it's so hard to catch ..

i know . .
pshht ,
over exaggerate its not evn hard ..
..but , maybe i am exaggerating ..
or maybe im not ,
i dont need someone to believe what i'm saying ,
cos it doesn't effect them in the way it does to me ..

i would finally feel wanted .. loved .. anything ,
when i find that somebody ..
sighh ..
it suckssssss !!!!!
gayy gayy gayyy .

i mean ..
when everyone around me is going throught their life ,
that cycle where ;

your the happiest kid in the world !
then .. your stressing outt .
then .. your crying ..
then .. you feel loved and cared for ..
then .. you found that someone and realised .. its him ..
then .. your back to the happiest kid alive .

well its different ..
i was happy .
i was sad .
i cried .
i stressed .
i got cared for .
i stressd .
i cried .

when am i getting to be happy ..

xx





HELENBBY♥

" Everything has a reason,"





Baby its not just you
You know it hurts me too
Watching you leave with tears on your sleeve
Notice that mine arent exactly dry
Baby its not just you
Thats hurting,
Its me too...


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